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1989, first listen 2019. ahahaha. In October of 2019, I attended a 9-day Ayahuasca retreat at Temple of the Way of Light in Iquitos, Peru. The experience was so profound, the group attending were absolutely amazing and we all connected on such a deep level, supporting each other with what we were going through. From my chat with the retreat facilitators, I was able to discover that my issue revolved around ‘Self-love’ and ‘Self-acceptance’. I had some other intentions however my main intention for each night was ‘show me how to love myself’ or a version thereof. 1st Ceremony: I had ? of a shot glass (standard for the first night). The experience was pleasant, a nice introduction to the medicine and Mother Ayahuasca. I would describe it as a mild shrooms trip. I didn’t purge and just had a warm energetic feeling in my body that was very loving and caring. When the first Sharman came over, the energetic power circulating in my body amplified so much that when she started to sing to me an energy force/light stream started to shoot out from my third eye. It was so powerful and something I’ve never experienced before. Talking to some people on the retreat they said that such an event is the walking up of your soul. My third eye was quite painful to touch for a few days after. 2nd Ceremony: I had ? of a small cup. At the start, I began thinking about how much I missed my mum and family. I hadn’t seen them for some time as I had just finished my 6-month road trip in America. The first Sharman that came to me reminded me so much of mum. I started to slowly cry and a lot of mucus came up. I said to myself that I need to connect more with her when home. I then began to think about my other family members and how much I missed them and how much they meant to me. I then shifted my attention onto the energy feeling in my body, trying to get a greater understanding of mother ayahuasca. Thoughts appeared how she was all around us, from the trees... to the water... to the animals. It was all connected through Mother Earth, Gaia, Mother Ayahuasca. I also saw the importance of water and how it is the basic building block of life on earth. Probably why I connect so much with the ocean, I have a feeling of oneness when bodysurfing or surfing in the ocean almost as if I've returned home. I was also given a very short and brief introduction to my mind, body and soul releasing they were 3 separate entities. I didn’t discover much however could accurately distinguish each entity from one another. It was all making sense in my mind. I then had a lot of other thoughts come up that had no significant meaning. As people mentioned it was my brain clearing images to free up space and purge unwanted information. At this point, I had not had any revelations however I understood that it was a slow process and I was just easing into the healing work. I was drinking their plant remedies for my internal sphere and there was a lot of movement going on in my bowls. We had a night off to relax and recover. I got minimal sleep as I had diarrhea for most of the night and the full moon was the next night and I never sleep well around full moons. So on the day of the 3rd ceremony, I was extremely weak and tired. I felt so frail and was quite scared of the night to come. 3rd ceremony: wow this night was something else. The energy of the moon, my weakness and having a feeling that deep healing was about to occur. I had a full small glass and as soon as the ayahuasca kicked in a feeling of sadness fell upon me. I didn’t know where this feeling came from nor what it was for. It grew and grew and I found myself crying softly. I started to think about how amazing this feeling of true sadness was. I think in the past when depressed I would just regress the feeling of actually being sad and would just feel ‘shit’. I never acknowledged being sad nor allowed myself to cry when I needed to release feelings. Hilariously I was stoked at being sad. From here everything seemed to occur so quickly. A wave of anxiety started to fall upon me as the Ayahuasca was becoming stronger and my body falling weaker. I was in tune with my heartbeat, hearing and feeling how hard it had to work to keep me alive. I was starting to panic wanting to get out of the space however I knew I had to stay. I kept falling deeper and deeper into the state of panic. Wanting some relief I slowly got up to go to the toilet. I was so weak and didn’t know what happening around me that I needed the two doormen to keep me up. Sitting on the toilet I released some almighty beast that seemed to be living inside of me. The feeling was so liberating. Feeling somewhat better I returned to my mat. Mother Ayahuasca was not finished with me yet. The panic attacks had stopped however a feeling of weakness started to grow stronger. I struggled to lift my arm having no energy… I struggling with moving the blanket up to keep me warmer… I was in an eternal cocoon unable to move and unable to call for assistance. I was left with my mind which had always been a bastard to me. I knew I was doomed. This feeling of fragility kept growing and growing as if the fire in my body were being extinguished. Eventually, I accepted my death of some sorts, knowing there was no way that I was going to make it out of this. I knew that I wasn’t actually going to die however in my mind I had given up all hope… I had accepted death. I was walking on a very fine line. It got to a point where I was satisfied with this world and ready to move on to another life. However, after death had not come for me for some time I started to become impatient. A thought instantly popped up in my mind of what the facilitators had continually told us... ‘just return to your breath’. I decided to choose life. I focused my remaining energy on my breath returning to my centre and with deep powerful inhales and exhales energy slowly returned into my body. Small at first but when I started to believe and have faith that I would get out of this situation my energy started to return. I have never really had faith or belief… but whatever this was it was giving me so much power. I could start to lift my arm, communicate with my body and feel the internal fire return. I was electric. I regained enough strength to have normal functions and was able to sit upright and instantly a feeling of joy and bliss fell upon me. The distinction of my mind, body and soul was so profound I was able to selectively communicate to each one. I made the vow to keep these channels open and ensure that the messages between each were always positive. Although early days, each element would have to learn and develop from each other. It was just the start of their journey needing to build a strong foundation. For the remaining time of the ceremony, I sat there in a state I cannot describe. I was internally so satisfied and could feel someone hugging me as I sat there. Thinking about it now I believe I experienced the hero’s journey. I had to go to the darkest place in order to find internal strength. In the moment of fear and acceptance of death, something changed inside of me… I found a hidden power that I never knew was there. Although it's been some time since this experience, I can feel this power still inside me however I have almost lost a sense of how to locate it/when to use it. After the ceremony, standing outside basking in the full moon and feeling the energy was a feeling I can’t even describe 4th Ceremony: After the night before I was so receptive to everything around me. The environment of the jungle, the healing going on, the daily yoga, the plant remedies everything was had me so sensitive. I was so in tune with my body, every movement, every breath I could feel throughout my body. I had ? of a small cup of Ayahuasca. Nothing major occurred this night however to sum it up I was just extremely uncomfortable. As I was receptive of my body, I could never seem to find a comfortable position the whole night. I was constantly moving. When I laid on my left side I could feel my heart struggling to find bloody around my body due to the weight of my body pressing down on that side. When I was on my right side I could feel the pain in my shoulder from a rugby injury in high school. For some reason, I just wanted to stroke my face for a large majority of the night. I was just in awe at how receptive my body was. The feeling was like a dead arm from a nights sleep, so flexible and floppy yet I still had all sensations. Although it was quite frustrating to never find a comfortable position, I developed a deep love for Yoga. We were doing Yin Yoga and I loved the mix of long stretches and meditative presence at that moment. 5th Ceremony: Since the 3rd ceremony I had been having strobe light like flashes in my vision. Although not dramatic they were still quite noticeable and they were making me extremely tired. I went to the Sharmans hut and asked if they could do anything to reduce this effect. Although they did reduce some of the effects, this flashing was still quite present. I decided to only have ? of a shot glass on my final ceremony. Although the effects of the ayahuasca weren’t as profound, I was in a state that allowed me to be fully present the whole time. I was just satisfied with everyone and everything around me. I sat there meditating for around 3 hours and was in tune with myself and my breath. There were no major revelations just a state of bliss and being so grateful for having had an incredible journey. I asked Mother Ayahuasca if I were going to see her again soon and I had a feeling that not for some time. She had awoken my spirit and given me the tools I needed. It was now up to me to implement my lessons. It’s been almost 3 months since my journey in Peru has concluded. The state of bliss has slowly faded away and I am coming back to reality. Reflecting I think Mother Ayahuasca had definitely shown me what I needed to see. Although she
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