hey

im so sorry that i have not said anything for a long

so..how a u?

i m okay

but..i m sad

tonight especially i am

so i was looking for u on messenger

but i couldnt find u, so i m coming here

i dont have any specific reason that made me sad

but something.....maybe lots of things a making me sad

so i cant fall asleep..its about 3 o'clock in the middle of the night

something try to remenber me of what i have done in canada sometimes

its like pictures which was taken in canada or music which i used to listen when i was in canada

in real, i dont know what i m saying and what i wanna say to u

but i just wanted to talk to u

Dan mailed me and he said that its been over 6 months since i left canada..

i know it wasnt dream but my staying in canada was just like dream, i feel..

i can communicate with anyone in japan coz i dont have language problems here and i dont have any problem to live in japan

i have nothing hard....u know? really nothing..

nothing....but why am i so hard to stay in japan?

i really wanna go back to toronto

i know its impossible

so more sad and harder

i m sure i like japan but this is not my place


by the way

im sure Naoki, Hiroyuki and Haruki, they a fine

so dont worry and thank u for ur asking

they a missing u

when i have a chance to touch with them, i m gonna tell them that u a fine

and my TOEFL score have not come back yet..its wired, isnt it?


i guess that u have lots of working and u a trying well

dont give up n do ur best

good luck to u

maybe we have time to talk soon

i m looking forward to do that

its getting colder outside, so be carefull not to catch a cold

.....

i have nothing to report u about my life, myself coz i dont do anything special

but one thing which i m interested in these days

its LOST

have u ever heard ?

its an american TV drama

i can watch it in japan and i m addicted to it

its wonderful! pretty much fun!!


see ya